My last day...

Today is my last day of being in my 20's! Tomorrow I turn the big 3 0. Theres a part of me thats excited about it, and the other part of me feels a little scared of some major health issue due to "old age", no offense to those of you that are MEGA old or anything:) I just don't want everything to start breaking down on me. For my birthday I will be getting ready for a yard sale, which I will be having on Paul's birthday (and Lulu's?) Friday. Paul has already apologized for not doing or thinking of anything special to do on this big birthday of mine, sniffle sniffle, but he has been crazy busy with work stuff and I honestly completely understand. Of course I did remind him like a month ago, and he did go fishing plenty, soooo I think Im going to decide to be upset about it. In fact since Im not having a birthday party I will have a pity party instead! He could of at least helped the kids to do something special!!!!! Ok the more Im talking this out the more mad and hurt I am. In fact Im going to calculate about how many hours he spent out fishing when he could of been planning something with the girls for Mommy's birthday. Wellllll its not like I am doing anything special the next day for his. So really I guess it doesnt matter, its just another day. But I think the kids would of enjoyed doing something. I better stop now:)